Life of nothing going nowhere
36 Years old Gamer who draws for no one and plays music for four empty walls with no future or prospects let alone have any drive or motivation. Constant self doubt and the mentality of "well I date/hire/look/befriend me. So why would anyone else?"
yah rather pessimistic as of late
@practicalCup8604 Hello, hope you are doing better since you posted this. It seems like you might be suffering from depression. Have you gone to a therapist? It also sounds like you put yourself down a lot. You could try opening up to people more and treating yourself nicer.
I posted that today and am currently speaking to a therapist every Wednesday. Looking for a psychiatrist as well though my insurance is complete crap so i may have to pay out of pocket which i can't really afford right now. I put myself down because it seems like any time i have confidence in something i overstep or make something worse. I'd tell my therapist more though i fear she'd commit me and i can't afford THAT either.