Life is Weird

I think I've had a "healthy" foundation of anxiety since I was younger. I was a sickly child so while I tried to do things other kids were doing, I was often reminded of my limitations. My parents were scared, I get that now, yet it's created this never ending fear within me about everything I interact with.

I've grown up knowing lal the terrible things my parents experienced that created a complex on top of a complex. I'm still scared of everything, but sometimes my fear takes a backseat while I have some fun in life.

Recently I started to addressing my anxiousness with taking medication and I noticed a slight difference. I have a long ways to go though.