I am sick of being alone, single and tirelessly working
This is one of the toughest phase of my life so far. I am a working professional earning decent but I am so lonely that I feel the invisible spirits around me. I am tired of carrying burden of expectations and comparisons with my younger brother, who is studying in Germany and and enjoying European luxuries whereas me I am here in India trying to hustle my way upto the top. But I am not worried about that coz I know I am working hard enough to climb my way up to the ladder. The problem is I need someone who can understand me, whom I can trust, who loves enjoying life to its fullest, who doesn't backstab, who is not a judas, who is compassionate. People here in my country and my surroundings are completely draconian era heartless executioners who dont even blink and eye before destroying lives and relationships. Loneliness is something which is eating me up. Slowly and slowly my will to live is getting weak. This phrase is definitely true -"No man is an island".