I'm sick

I'm sick right now.

I got out of the hospital a couple weeks ago with a bad viral infection. I thought things were improving, but now I'm having these coughing fits and I just don't like being sick. I think I might've caught another virus while I was recovering.

I'm also homeless, which doesn't help matters. I'm sleeping outside in the cold. I have a tarp and blanket, but still sleeping outside when you're sick isn't ideal. Its much better to heal in a comfy bed, but it's been a while since I slept in one. I think I'm pushing my body too hard too.

I have to walk two hours a day to get food. I think I'm going to start asking the bus drivers in my area if I can get a ride. I'm only human and this walking is killing me.

On the way back from getting food, I have to walk up big hill too. I'm just a bit tired of all this. I do my best to be optimistic but homelessness is no fun at all. I really need my situation to turn around and I deserve it too. I deserve happiness, but I'm lonely and sick right now.

Any encouragement is appreciated.