Weird Day

The day started off good and then I got absolutely nothing done. My husband and I almost divorced over a year ago and he is finally trying to step up and do some of the things he needs to…and I’m thankful and I’m trying…but things just feel different still. All the emotional abuse still hurts. The fact that it took this long and me asking for a divorced or him to try…I still just feel lonely a lot of the time, and like I want a true partner. I hate it. I wish my marriage never even had to be like this.