I'm tired of feeling like this
I'm new here and not sure how things are done, but I need to get things off my chest. I've been feeling down lately. I lost a parent last year, had a few drastic changes happen and now I feel lost. My only sense of normalcy is my family and friend who I used to talk to everyday. This friend has become more like a family to me so when they ghost me out of nowhere I'm hurt. I admit I've been combative as of late, but they didn't help matters by changing either. It feels like when they needed me, I was there, but once everything is fine for them, they want to discard me. The friendship has always felt one sided. We would do everything they want but when it's my turn, they're always uninterested. I know, I know, I should let go and move on, but how can I do that when I'm so dependent on them? Sorry for the long rambling. Hope someone can talk some sense into me.
