Crying
I feel like such a disappointment I want to change but I'm so depressed I don't even know where to begin and even when I try I fall even into a more depression my husband is upset with me right now because I just can't follow through on the things that I tell him I will follow through with and I desperately want to change I don't like being the person that I am but somehow I just can't find the strength to stay consistent And I don't know what to do anymore I feel like I'm reaching a point of why I even exist.
I'm sorry you're feeling horrible. I don't have much of an advice now, but you need to take care of yourself. It's hard to get motivated when you're depressed, but maybe you can do little things to help. Like taking walks. It doesn't have to be long, but it's a start. I hope you feel better and I hope you don’t keep feeling this way.
