Feeling lost

I’ve got a lot of good going for me in life at the moment. I have a supportive partner, a solid friend, university to a super promising career, a business… I still find myself looking at it all with a severe lack of appreciation. I feel like I have nothing most days, and that everything is due to slip through my fingers at any moment now. Despite protests, I feel as though those around me are tired of me, that nothing is in store for me, and that I’m alone despite it all. I lay in the arms of my partner some nights and just wonder if things would be better if I was back in my reclusive bubble, in some quiet apartment on the other side of town without much communication with anyone.