Feeling bad about myself
Hi guys,
I am just sad. I dont know what to do, so i thought to write a thread.
I am feeling so bad about myself. Its not getting any better.
Today i asked one of my friend that why do you think that i dont have any close friends and she said thats because you are never open and you are always mysterious.what she said is true.
I never open up. I am just scared that they will judge me based what i talk and treat me poorly. I am afraid that they are not intetested in my topics. So i just keep quite.
I never had any real connections. Those who stayed eventually left me because i never open up.
I push people when they come close to me.
Now i am alone.
Dont know what to do.
I wish i was normal like everyone and had lots of friends.
I dont see myself worthy enough to have a good friend or anybody or anything.
I feel the same way most of the time if u like maybe we could help each other what are some of your Interests maybe we can start there I love to talk as well as listen if u want to take a chance on me.