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xxParkerxx
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PathStep 57 Compassion hearts1,559 Forum posts116 Forum upvotes172 Current upvotes172 Age GroupTeen Last activeOctober, 2024 Member sinceOctober 3, 2022
Bio

We are a system account.

Collectively our body is named Parker and uses ey/it pronouns. Our body is 16 and AFAB. 

Feel free to ask who's fronting. Names and info are below! If we say we are blurry it's usually because we are tired or very switchy and don't know who's out.

Our body has POTS and hEDS so we will be in varying degrees of pain and dizziness and consciousness daily.

Individual Bios (will update as different ppl front): 

* Littles won't front. We try not to have anyone under the age of 10 on devices in general. Middles and teens and adults will be front but not littles.

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Victoria/Vicky: She/her 21 Gatekeeper Protector

 - Hi! I'm Vicky. I try to help everyone out. I'm our system's gatekeeper, meaning I don't usually have time to front because I'm trying to fix stuff in headspace. If I am out, it usually means something in our life has gone wrong, or everyone else that's old enough to be on here is trying to help deal with the littles because I need a break. I'm usually pretty positive. I might be on if our body is having a rough day or if people are fighting in headspace and I need advice on how to deal with it. I also front when everyone else is too tired/triggered/overwhelmed to front.

Zoe: She/her 18 Persecutor

 - Eyyyyy! Zoe in the house! I tend to be snarky and sarcastic at times. Stirring trouble is kinda my thing haha.

 - A note from Vicky: I sometimes have to step in to stop Zoe if she's triggering people around her/in co-con. There may be rapid switches when Zoe is out because of this.

Nova/Nov: Ey/Em Ages with body Host

 - I'm the host, aka the one that was basically always in front before we discovered we were a system. Most people IRL only know of me, and don't know we are a system. I have a pretty severe ED and deal a bit with SH. I'm usually the one that does our school.

Allie: She/Her Age slider Anxiety/Mania symptom holder

 - um hey guys. im usually the one fronting if we r super manic or super anxious. idk why but it seems to affect me the most and im the best at handling it in our body so yea. im usually super cheerful silly and goofy.

Emily: She/Her 15 Fictive

 - A note from Vicky: She's never expressed wanting to be on here but I'm putting her on this list just in case. She's super sweet. In headspace she has firepower. She's out when we need to be social IRL.

Cassie: She/They 13 Trauma holder

 - I deal a lot with some of our physical abuse from our father. I struggle a lot with self-harm and flashbacks. I tend to hang out on here when I'm not feeling great and I love saying hi to people on here even if I'm in co-con or co-front.

Ryan: They/Them We don't know age but somewhere around 13 we think Chronic illness symptom holder

 - I don't like anyone to know my age hehe all they know is old enough. Our chronic illnesses affect me the most which I don't appreciate but at the same time, I really know how to deal with it though. 



Recent forum posts
The Galaxy
Journals & Diaries / by xxParkerxx
Last post
 December 6th, 2023
...See more Welcome to the galaxy! This is a space for me to just kinda rant and stuff. Idk really what to put. General TW for everything. SH, ED, SA, PTSD, and treatment are all things that will be discussed.  So yea. Feel free to comment whenever ya want. Nova
I'm Going To Residential
General Support / by xxParkerxx
Last post
 December 6th, 2023
...See more Hey guys So I'm going to residential this weekend. My ed and sh are so out of hand I just have to go. I'll be offline for awhile but I love y'alls. Nova
Nova's Poetry
Poetry / by xxParkerxx
Last post
 April 22nd, 2023
...See more Hi all, I really enjoy writing poetry, and so I wanted to share some of it. I'm going to do my best to keep it appropriate. When I write I tend to include a lot of emotions, so as a warning be careful. I'll provide a TW/CW for each poem and mods feel free to delete any poems that are too triggering! I don't want to trigger anyone too badly. Nova This is about gymnastics and specifically bars Chalk Dust The white powder coats my skin I jump and catch The wooden cylinder flexes under my grip I fly through the air My feet hit the mats Suddenly I look around Now I am covered in chalk dust
Coming Out as Non-Binary
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by xxParkerxx
Last post
 April 5th, 2023
...See more So I came out last night officially. My grandfather gave me the acceptance and misunderstanding speech. While my mother gave me the bible and the misunderstanding speech. I emailed my counselor to get my name and pronouns changed with my teachers. He came and talked to me and said we can do that but when we get back from spring break (its the last day before break), we need to put together a "gender plan." Does anyone know what this is? Also, does anyone have advice/suggestions for how to explain this to my mother? TIA, Nova (They/Them/Theirs)
Wolf Den
Journals & Diaries / by xxParkerxx
Last post
 January 19th, 2023
...See more Welcome to the wolf den! Our body's name is Lynn, though you will likely encounter Zoe, Charli, and Clarisse. Anyone younger will be actively supervised by an older alter. Topics may be triggering. Before triggering posts I will add: TW TOPIC the topic will be specified Negative topics that may be discussed: DID Anxiety POTS hEDS Gastroparesis MCAS Abuse Self Harm Family dynamics Positive topics that may be discussed: Gymnastics Books Siblings Animals
Abelism
Disability Support / by xxParkerxx
Last post
 November 16th, 2022
...See more So I have Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome (POTS) and Hypermobile Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome (hEDS). But my mother still denies the fact that medical professionals and genetic testing have confirmed this. She even backs up my grandfather when he tells me to just do something, I end up passing out, and then he says it's my fault. My father does the exact same thing. And both my parents also think that my mental health disorders are fake despite being diagnosed by multiple medical professionals. Even people who don't know me seem to do stuff like this! I don't use mobility aids as my mother will not allow them, and I'm pretty able to do stuff, but when I'm not people are super rude about it. I am going to need to use a wheelchair during our school trip to Disney World over spring break as I am unable to walk the distance that is needed or stand for the amount of time required. I'm just getting so sick of the constant ableism, whether people realize they're doing it or not. I'm in pain and dizzy all of the time, so adding more layers on top of that is just getting to be too much. I have to quit my sport after this season because my body can't take it. Our body only 14! But yet our body is falling apart and everyone around me keeps denying it despite what all the medical professionals say. Is there anyway I can get it to affect me less? Or a way to get it to stop? Thanks in advance, Charli* *see profile - we are a system
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