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xLoneWolfx
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PathStep 22 Compassion hearts63 Forum posts11 Forum upvotes23 Current upvotes23 Age GroupAdult Last activeOctober, 2021 Member sinceFebruary 26, 2016
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What is your daily routine?
General Support / by xLoneWolfx
Last post
 July 3rd, 2016
...See more I am living a monotonous life. Even the word "monotonous" sounds more meaningful and exciting than my life. I wake up in the afternoon, eat br-unch-ner (breakfast, lunch and dinner all in one) watch news, play video games and try to sleep til morning. Its been like this everyday for 2years now. The worst thing about it is that I know, tomorrow is still gonna be like that. Even the next day.. Or the day after tomorrow.. And the day after that. Yes, i know. There are days that I really convinced myself that things has to change. But we all know that its not that easy as said right?
Happiness... Is it temporary?
Depression Support / by xLoneWolfx
Last post
 May 6th, 2016
...See more I was happy for the past few days. Even i cannot believe it. At fist I thought, I was just not sad. But no, it was different. That feeling of warmth, contentment, peace.. That suddenly mornings were not as bad afterall. That light feeling. It was very unfamiliar, yet so.. so.. I cant find words to describe. Amazing? Awesome? Those words are not enough. But then suddenly. At one quiet moment... The sadness... The loneliness... The hurt... The darkness... Those chest cramps... That awful feeling you've been desperately running away from but can't seem to shake it off.. Its all starting to creep back. Just like that... Once again, you are back inside the cage you've built for yourself. Cold, dark and alone. Why? Why can't I just be happy? Why would I even be happy, when I would just feel this way again? I was so afraid, I knew at that moment that happiness is slipping away... But still I cannot prevent it. I cannot hold on from it. Was it just a glimpse of a fantasy..? A happiness that is temporary?
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