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Lost weight and bingeing now
Eating Disorder Support / by x264
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 May 2nd, 2016
...See more Hi, I'm a male and I have an eating disorder too. To cut a long story short, I started losing weight about a year and a half ago through exercise and dieting. I lost around 30kg in the span of 7 months and I continued to lose further on even when I hit a healthy weight until I was just borderline underweight. I have always felt uncomfortable with my body and I quite hated my large tummy and fat deposits when I was fat and always desired a flat belly. When I was borderline underweight, my parents were worried and they always mentioned that I looked too thin, like a drug addict and they said that other people were worried that they were not taking care of me well. Back when I was overweight, they used to criticise me for being fat and chided me whenever I smacked just a little. Well, I managed to withstand their pressure to put on weight (after all borderline underweight is just 1kg less and I felt that their descriptions were rather exaggerated). I managed to maintain my weight for around 9 months. Then I went on a holiday three months back. I have always told myself after losing weight that if I wanted to eat anything I want, I could probably do so as I had excess capacity, being not overweight. However, I knew that that would probably result in me gaining back the weight I had lost and I didn't want that to happen. However, during this holiday, I saw many rare snacks which couldn't be found in my country. Coupled with the parental pressure to gain we
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