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willingChestnut7138
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Hi I’m AnnI am 15 and a girl.

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Alone
Depression Support / by willingChestnut7138
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 2 days ago
...See more I feel so alone now. No friends but two and both are so far away from me. I am tempted to join soccer or something but I had a spinal infusion and I don’t think my body will even let me do so.
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School.
Anxiety Support / by willingChestnut7138
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 January 7th
...See more I’m in public school now from homes schooling. in home schooling I had no one and was alone 24/7 and depressed very depressed now j have some friends. Today was my first day… I had so much anxiety and i only had a HALF DAY! I’m so scared of school I’m even crying rn ngl. I know this is better for me and it will get better but I feel like cropping under a rock… what do I do?
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No friends
Depression Support / by willingChestnut7138
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 December 30th, 2024
...See more I have no friends anymore. * the only friend I had that lives near me said I was getting on her and her moms nerves even tho I barely talked to them and her mom acted like my friend * it's hard to have friends when your home schooled. * I have trust issues and didn't even see this coming for me because I thought our friendship was locked in when apparently it wasn't
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Vent?
Depression Support / by willingChestnut7138
Last post
 December 22nd, 2024
...See more So btw this went down in a span of only 20 to 30 minutes at most. so my sister was cleaning up a bit then mom came home and said something like “ you didn’t clean it looks like crap in here all you did was put the clothing from in that room onto the hallway” my sister “ what am I supposed to do put them back in the spare room?” mom got bad and said something like “give my your phone go to your room and I better not see you for the rest of the night and I don’t want to see you tomorrow either!” Yes she raised her voice when she said that. I had surgery on my back I had a spinal infusion September 12th im not comfortable cleaning just yet because I rather not have my mother telling me to clean and ordering me to. If she wouldn’t have ordered me to clean or forced me to etc I would have done it on my own accord and do it my self but no. so my clean and moms is way different my cleaning: tidying up cleaning all the tables sweeping and maybe mopping and j say clean the tables I mean near very clean a couple things left on it that needs to be on it moms cleaning: basically cleaning it spotless or deep cleaning it or half deep cleaning everything in the house. so mom said tonight she will set alarm for 6 in the morning and waking us up early early and making us clean all day take our phones away and not letting us in our rooms. man’s we will be deep cleaning she said something like if y’all were to clean here and there a little bit we wouldn’t be in this position. For the record if I do she gets on to me still saying it looks like crap and I didn’t clean when I did. she said sometimes she doesn’t even want to come home or she is down and she just wants to walk away. you don’t say that to your children no matter how old they are or what you are going threw you just don’t do that, it could cause that child wanting to end themselfs or go into deep depression. Or wanting to take no contact and move out as soon as possible. then she said she failed as a parent and she didn’t raid us right and she should have been way harder on us all.
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I don’t know
Depression Support / by willingChestnut7138
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 December 21st, 2024
...See more So here is my “life story” of JUST THIS year. (I am home schooled) starting of the year I felt grateful and amazing I was single. Then in around April I went to my town fair of course it was relatively small since i live in a small town. There I met a kid j used to see in the halls etc at school. He had a gf and both were ok i guess. in June (6 to be exact) I started to date this guy we will call home Walter. I had a crush on him for years maybe 2 or 3 and it was the same with him. (I met him when I was in regular school his parents are strict in ways) i was happy knowing I could date and someone actually wanted to date me. Me and him were good friends before i guess. He was extremely dry in texts. Never flirted with me I always was the one carrying the conversation. And when I say dry I mean I say something and he said “okay” “ok” “lol” or uses the emojis. i thought it was good some red flags here and there but I ignored them. One day my friend told me he would flirt with his friends a LOT (guy friends btw not girls) then October 4th he broke up with me from text. A day be for my bday and a a couple weeks after my spinal infusion surgery. After this j found out my friend was a snake talking about me behind my back. It was so much drama safe to say there was a lot of texting her threatening etc. now in December I feel horrible my life seems so bad to me j hate it so much. I want a bf so bad now I want to go on dates and have someone who actually loves and cares for me for who I am. i want to cry so much locked up in my bedroom. And other things I rather not get into right now. (im new to this app sorry I don’t know how exactly this works)
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What’s going on with me?!
Anxiety Support / by willingChestnut7138
Last post
 December 20th, 2024
...See more I feel so horrible right now. I want to cry so much and I don’t know why. my eyes are twitching I can feel the tears in my eyes trying to escape out and flow. But I am trying to stop them from flowing. Once before I wanted to cry but nothing came out, because my tears were all used up. I can’t even tell you why they were I can’t even remember that much. I don’t know what to do I’m not thinking of anything just repeating every sound I am hearing back into my head as usual.
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