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I feel so lost. i want to get help. Advice and opinions?
Alcohol & Drug Addiction Support / by vidia00
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 Tuesday
...See more I’m been struggling with weed addiction for around a year or longer now. i’m 16. I have had breaks in between throughout when flying to a different country but as soon as i’m back home i’m on it again. 3 times a day. maybe even more; whenever the feeling wears off. This weekend i finally found the strength to quit weed and turned to alcohol instead for two days. Now i’m two days clean from everything and i feel like i’m spiraling out of control and i haven’t been doing anything but simply floating. I feel empty. I desperately want to get the professional help needed because i know something is wrong with me. In order for me to get this help however, i have to bring it up to my parents. I don’t want that because they’ve never really been the supportive type. I feel so isolated and alone and scared and i feel like this pattern of getting better then getting worse, it’s never going to stop. I know it will but why does it feel like everything is ending?
Im tired of bottling everything in.
Addiction Support / by vidia00
Last post
 Monday
...See more Hi im 16 year old girl and i have an addiction to weed and ***. Lately it's been so bad i tried to quit weed this weekend (i’ve been a weed addict for about a year) but ended up drinking for two days straight instead and i *** everyday/often ever since the age of 12 even if i don't feel ***. I don't know how to cope with my emotions and i'll do pretty much anything to not think about how messed up stuff feels. I know i should get help but my parents aren't supportive about mental health, they don't think it's an actual thing. On a positive note, im 3 weeks clean from nicotine so atleast that's something to be proud of. I was a bit hesitant about opening up at first because i’ve had issues in the past with non accepting people but i’m tired of feeling alone and so misunderstood. I’ve been dealing with this alone for too long and i hate that i feel like no one genuinley cares anymore.
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