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unknowncutie
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Has anyone else ever experienced that
Depression Support / by unknowncutie
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November 30th, 2023
...See more I have noticed that whenever someone tells me something good is about to happen to them, if I overthink alot, if Its something to better my life ( like an internship) I get this burning sensation in my chest and it kinda makes me feels bad because I should be happy for others and myself. I don't know what this is but I hate when it happens.
I am losing, don't think I can anymore
Depression Support / by unknowncutie
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October 31st, 2023
...See more Each day that passes I just keep overthinking. I have been crying at thoughts. I was thinking about my mental health lately and how I want to get better to continue living life and do great stuff. I also was thinking about maybe how I am going crazy, sometimes I sit and think about if I am maybe faking the things that are happening to me and I feel crazy. Sometimes I just want to be gone because I just can't live life like this again, like why did God made me weird. Also does anyone else feel a burning sensation in their chest when they see or come across certain topic they want to avoid. Likewhen someone talks about their plans for the future I get this burning sensation cause I feel like I am behind in life.
Having a hard time studying
Student Support / by unknowncutie
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October 20th, 2023
...See more I am an 18 year old in my last year of college and I am currently studying for my exams. I realized that as I am studying I can't remember what I studied or while I m reading out loud I say words that aren't there and I am freaking out, I already feel like a huge failure in life already. Any tips on how to overcome the issues of not remembering what I studied.
I don't know what to do with my life
Depression Support / by unknowncutie
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October 13th, 2023
...See more Life is getting draining each day and I don't think I want to live any longer. I am in my last year of college and I don't know my next step in life. Yesterday I was sitting at a cafe with my friends and they were talking about where they want to move after college and one of them asked me which on of them am I going to follow and I responded " i will be okay, i need to figure out my life." But I was shocked because do they see me as the friend who just follows them around. Then I realized that they know what they want in life and I am just there getting through each day with not a single plan. I just feel so behind in life and it's just making me sad, this morning while getting ready for school I was crying so bad, and I feel so embarrassed cause I am getting older I can't keep crying for stuff like that. I just feel like all my friends have something going on for them and I am just there. Really wish i was not born.
I'm overthinking and Its making me sad again
Depression Support / by unknowncutie
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September 16th, 2023
...See more During the summer I started to feel better. Now that college has resumed (in my final year) I am starting to feel sad again. I was having a chat with someone today and she seems so motivated and has her future figured out, where as my future is in pieces. I don't even know my future career path or what I want to do with my life when I leave college. I also have to start thinking about where I'm gonna do my internship because I don't wanna rely on the college. Everytime I start to think of my future I get so depressed. It's like everyone around me has their life figured out and mine is just in shambles. I want to stop feeling sorry for myself.
I feel like a failure
Student Support / by unknowncutie
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August 24th, 2023
...See more So I attend community college and I feel like a failure because everything I have been taught, I can't remember. I am afraid that when I leave college I might not get a job or I might get one and I won't know how to do my work. I feel like I'm wasting time and money.
My coworker does not think I work well enough
Work & Career / by unknowncutie
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August 21st, 2023
...See more I work at a warehouse. My role is to barcode item, alarm items and to make double products like deodorants single. So when I get a box of goods I am supposed to pack it up nicely and tape the box. So I have always been doing that. Recently I have been sent to the back to count products, and I have been making little mistakes here and there but when i return to the front to barcode etc the goods I don't tape them because I start to feel tired and very hot from counting at the back. Today my indian co worker will open his mouth and ask me "how long have I been there?" So I said a month and two weeks, he will then say I am not focused because I keep calling him to tape the box and print big barcodes. Now I was angry when he said that because from what i have heard his supervisor calls and ask him about how we work. Also some of the indian coworkers here ask me for my number and *** but I have never given it to them. And there is one indian worker who touches my hip area and he asked me if I was a virgin, i asked him to stop touching me and he won't so the next time he touches me I am gonna report him. I did not want to report him the first time because I thought I was over reacting or maybe it was a mistake...but now when I sit and think I realized it was on purpose. Today he touched me on my back. I cant wait for college to reopen cause I can't take it anymore, this work place is toxic and my body can't take it anymore.
I can't anymore
Work & Career / by unknowncutie
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August 3rd, 2023
...See more So I have been working at this warehouse for a while now. I am working here just to make some cash during summer since I still attend college. My coworkers are mean, they will ask me certain questions like " why dont i have a bf?" And when I said I don't want one right now, they will keep asking why and stuff like that. They also give me certain jokes that make me feel bad about myself... like today one told me she wonders how I am attending college( like I am so stupid like how did I make it). The reason she told me that is because when packing or alarming certain goods I like to ask alot of questions...so she feels I am stupid. I just can't stay at this job anymore...its starting to affect my mental health now, it's making it worse. I am someone who is very sensitive and take stuff personal. If I could get another job I will gladly leave.
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