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undefinsogashiaed
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Husband shot himself and I’m no good anymore
Trauma Support / by undefinsogashiaed
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 August 4th, 2021
...See more My husband of 5 years held me hostage in our house for a few hours and then shot himself right in front of me. I have been a mess since and never really recovered. I’m retired and 50 years old now and should be happy and free. ( he killed himself in 1996-long time ago). My father is an angry drunk and my mom is screwed up because of the abuse. They have never talked about this with me and if I show any emotion, they get angry. No crying. I’m empty inside most of the time, depressed and I feel like my life is chaotic, hanging on by a thread. Has anyone been through this? I just want a calm, peaceful happy life.
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