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tinydancer1201
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PathStep 24 Compassion hearts58 Forum posts8 Forum upvotes9 Current upvotes9 Age GroupAdult Last activeApril, 2020 Member sinceJanuary 23, 2018
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Thank you for visiting my page! I am a 24 y/o south Texas woman struggling with anxiety and bouts of depression. In my spare time I like to read, journal, listen to podcasts, and spend quality time with my family. I have been a dancer of all sorts of genres my whole life and dance helps to keep my anxiety at bay, but sometimes I need someone to help me get out of my rut.
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Got courage and then got shot down
Depression Support / by tinydancer1201
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April 16th, 2020
...See more I've been in a funk for the past few weeks and today I finally got the courage to do something. I shaved, lotioned up, and threw on lingerie just for my boyfriend to fall asleep on me. Anyway my self esteem is gone and I'll be crying myself to sleep tonight.
Trying to find happiness when I am not.
Depression Support / by tinydancer1201
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April 14th, 2020
...See more Having to be home all day every day has made me realize just how much I hate myself. I miss being out of the house for 9-10 hours a day, being productive, and having a sense of importance. Now that I'm having to be home 24/7, I'm taking my anger and depression out on my partner and kids. I'm staying in my room for long periods of time. I get annoyed being around any of them for even a few minutes. My partner and I are arguing more frequently. Today is a holiday and all I want to do is sleep and be away from everyone. The things I enjoyed are not enjoyable anymore: food, games, books, shows, and sex. I want so badly to get back to work but I can't b/c of the pandemic. I want my normal life back. I miss having those hours to myself and being able to have the slightest energy to be around my family. I'm not happy anymore and I sink further into my depression every day. I'm saying things I don't mean to say out loud and it's causing problems for me and my partner. How do I stop being bitchy and start being happy?
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