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tealCurrent9178
3,136 M Seeking Light
PathStep 144 Compassion hearts106 Forum posts132 Forum upvotes111 Current upvotes111 Age GroupAdult Last activeAugust, 2023 Member sinceMay 19, 2020
Bio

I like spending time with my family and pets. Like books. Being around people worries me, worry a lot about catching covid, bugs scare me and I worry a lot.







Recent forum posts
Boss\Coworkers - Feeling hurt by them and sad
Depression Support / by tealCurrent9178
Last post
January 11th, 2023
...See more My superiors say i changed, wrote me up saying I was mean and rude and not nice to customers but in is harsher words. I could of been fired. They say it is not going in my permanent record, but in my file that is in my record. I can't fight back due to people say it will make it worse. Feeling have no options, want to quit; however, have no other job. Disappointed my family by wanting to quit.
Lots of emotions.
Anxiety Support / by tealCurrent9178
Last post
June 1st, 2022
...See more Feeling lots of emotions. Feeling sad that I hurt someone's feelings, but sad they hurt my feelings for a year. Scared about my job and the duties they will have me do. I don't know how to do the job. Feel bad about my parent being sick. I want to stay home and not go outside. I have to have a job. I am not good at jobs. My sibling's pet is sick and we can not afford to have it checked out. I am so worried. Thanks for listening. Have good day!
Feeling safest place is at home.
Anxiety Support / by tealCurrent9178
Last post
February 25th, 2022
...See more Feeling safest place is at home. I have been hurt by other coworkers at previous jobs. Then have no support and just judgment by others when I get scared. I try not to show it, but just get judged. I have been told by others not everything is about me. Safety place is at home.
Fear of bugs
Anxiety Support / by tealCurrent9178
Last post
March 24th, 2022
...See more I have a really bad fear of bugs. Wish someone could understand me. I am tired of these things. Wish all bugs would go away. I work around kids. Lice and bed bugs are a real fear these days. I can not even function some days. Wish I could just stay home and not go out in the real world. I want friends to hug me and say it will be ok. But I can not get past this fear. Hope you have a better day than me.
Feeling ugh today
Anxiety Support / by tealCurrent9178
Last post
February 10th, 2022
...See more Feeling like ugh today. My dad was in the hospital. It was not covid related, but very serious it was life or death situation. It scared me when they said they might not have a room for my dad. I thought he might pass away. They said they would have to do surgery. It was risky either way. People are not realizing how bad this is. I want to say please wear a mask. If it was you, then you would care. But I do not, to be respectful. I have done my part to wear a mask and get vaccinated. But still scared. I have high blood pressure and thought I was having a heart attack. The nurses where rushing me in and treating patients rudely. It scares me that they are losing their emphatic side and it is people's lives and families. Others care this is good, but what if my dad died or now gets covid from being in the hospital. He will is not out of risk. I am so frustrated at others. Love my family.
Okay, a new day, but same worries.
Anxiety Support / by tealCurrent9178
Last post
February 20th, 2022
...See more I feel all my worries when I hear people talk about their job in the same field I work in. I immediately feel I want to run away. But I tell myself, I need a job. Wish I could stay home. I realize I have social anxiety, adjustment anxiety, fear of judgment and fear of losing my family due to covid. I can do this I repeat to myself sometimes it works.
Feeling tired and exhausted.
Anxiety Support / by tealCurrent9178
Last post
January 5th, 2022
...See more Feeling very tired today. Doing work and no one has shown me how to do it. Feeling tired.
Wish had a guardian Angel at work and any job.
Anxiety Support / by tealCurrent9178
Last post
January 9th, 2022
...See more Wish had a guardian Angel at work and any job. Need a friend that has my back. Especially when my phobias scare me and I have anxiety. This is how I feel today and most days. Hope you are having a good day. May this new year be a good one for you!
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