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sunnyCat9576
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I cant get thru detoxing alone
Alcohol & Drug Addiction Support / by sunnyCat9576
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 January 19th, 2022
...See more I have been using meth since 2014. A year ago I lost my bf to an overdose and since then I hate using crystal meth. I want to quit more than anything and I try all the time to stop using. But once I get to day5 I'm so uncomfortable in my own skin. I feel lousy. I cant be comfortable doing anything which is basically nothing bc I lack motivation. I stay alone in my room i have been telling my family and friends I've been clean when in reality i still break down and use little bit every few days to avoid the withdrawls symptoms. I am ca8ght in not enjoying the buzz. I dont want anything to do with the stuff and the burden of feeling guilty and ashamed for giving 8n then I'm alone in the struggle bc I cant tell anybody I am detoxing bc they will know I have been untruthful about the drug use. I feel I should go to a treatment facility but I only have my provincial health coverage which means the wait list is super long so I'm afraid I'll be using one day for every 4 or five I have clean. It's a vicious cycle I just feel I'll always be in.
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