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sundara
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PathStep 25 Compassion hearts15 Forum posts6 Forum upvotes4 Current upvotes4 Age GroupAdult Last activeSeptember, 2016 Member sinceMay 18, 2015
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Alone
Depression Support / by sundara
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September 22nd, 2016
...See more I hate feeling so lonely. My roommate / good friend left for military training yesterday and the place feels so empty without him. I feel alone. Can't shake that feeling. I can only talk with him for 5 minutes once a week or so (IF he calls - can only make two calls a week) and write letters.
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On my mind
Journals & Diaries / by sundara
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September 20th, 2016
...See more It's 5:30 AM and I can't sleep. Tonight it's mostly because my good friend / roommate is leaving in 2 hours for military training and won't be back for 5 months. I'm not close with a lot of people and I feel lonely already knowing that he's not gonna be here for a while. I'm about 11 weeks pregnant and am so conflicted as to what I should do! I'm starting college in Jan. and really want to focus on that. I can't support a child on my own and I don't even know who the father is. It just wouldn't be fair and I'm not talking about for myself. Aborting it would make me feel both extremely guilty and saddened yet relieved at the same time. I hope there's no judgement because of that. I am really not sure what to do but I need to decide soon.
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I don't know why I act so stupidly
Trauma Support / by sundara
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September 20th, 2016
...See more I keep putting myself in situations where I'm vulnerable and an easy target and I have just stopped caring. It's just happened so many f*ckn times