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strawberryjamin
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Hello! I am strawberryjammin. I mostly write on my diary thread, but my door is always open! 

I like drawing, listening to music, origami, cartoons, video games, hot and cold chocolate, rambling, and sleeping. Some day, I would like to have my own place, where I can sleep all day without interruptions. 

I'm struggling with depression, and I am seeing a therapist about it.   


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Echo Chamber
Depression Support / by strawberryjamin
Last post
 October 26th, 2022
...See more Hello everyone! The purpose of this thread was to talk about my life living with depression. It may touch on some heavy/sensitive topics along the way, so please proceed with caution. (This is not my first thread. I made one at the General Support community, but it has now been transferred here.) This thread is public because it may help someone or something idk. I'm mainly doing this because I'm bored as hell. Replies are welcome always.
I'm too lazy to write in my own journal/diary/whatever-thingy, so I decided to make a new one instead (lol) (TW?)
Journals & Diaries / by strawberryjamin
Last post
 April 11th
...See more [D1] 08/26/2022 Hello! I have no idea why I'm doing this. Anyways, I actually started to try to get some help. Although I kind of have to take a break from school because the academic pressure was crushing me. Surprisingly, my teacher and other staff were understanding. I was fully expecting them to just laugh at my face and tell me to shut up and my module. Anyways, I now have an appointment on 31th! Wish me luck!! Also, I recently entered an art contest! I really really hope I win! I kind of stayed away from competitions because I always think "Oh what am I kidding, I'll probably be some loser the judges would forget to even make a comment on." But I'm kind of above that now. I mean, I'm still fearful that I am going to bomb it, but at least I tried? Waiting for the results SUCKS, I always switch on "I am the greatest! If I even place 2nd, then that means that they have no taste!" to "I am definitely parading myself as a clown by even entering the contest." Safe to say that these feelings also suck. They kind of feel like that one itchy feeling in the one area in your back that you can't scratch. I tried taking my mind off the contest by talking to some people on Discord, but whenever I speak, the conversation always dies down. Am I that uninteresting?? Ouch! That's brutal! I'm trying to be a more social person, even if it's through talking to people online, but I don't even know what to talk about! Sometimes I even forget I could talk at all!! It's why I lurk most of the time tbh. If anyone has any tips on not being ignored in a discord server, please comment down below! If anyone even reads this, at least. Funny thing is, I always joked in my original journal that whoever reads through it is "a nosy nerd with too much free time" since it would literally be a breach of privacy, plus rhyming is my passion. Although, that joke would definitely fall flat on this one since this one is public. Ah well, at least I'm anonymous! I always called it a "journal" even though it's definitely a diary because diaries are a lot more personal-sounding than journals, and "personal" scares me. It's actually really late on my end, so I will be hitting the hay now. Goodnight!
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