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straightforwardPear7630
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PathStep 7 Compassion hearts64 Forum posts8 Forum upvotes5 Current upvotes5 Age GroupAdult Last activeSeptember, 2021 Member sinceJuly 14, 2021
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What is love
Trauma Support / by straightforwardPear7630
Last post
 July 28th, 2021
...See more I keep trying to figure out that word means but I have a time understanding it. Is it something for the greeting cards companies to make money off of or the jewelry stores to sell blood diamonds? I know little about seeing as the first man I ever loved to me on a high speed chase and the first woman I loved beat my bloody. I wonder often how do I love myself when the two people responsible for giving me life hates me so much. I mean when you disable your child how do you say I love. Really what is the mean of this four letter word that people go in debt for lay down their life's for. I really don't even want to talk about the men who said they loved me as the disregard my body, mind, and soul. I look that the life I've lived and wonder why I am not bitter and cold. I keep finding that it's hard to give what you truly never had. I keep waking up to the reminder of the I have known the pills twice a day. To keep my seziures at bay. Plague with the day reminder. I struggle with suicide. I want to memories just to stop. It's like the song that never ends. I do wish that one day that everything that was taken from me will be returned. That the pills stop the sickness ends and I'll be able to hold my children in my arm and honestly say the words and know that their real.
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Eating to comfort myself
Eating Disorder Support / by straightforwardPear7630
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 July 25th, 2021
...See more I have been eating to comfort myself. My therapist thinks that I am doing it because I need to be punished for the negative thing that I've done or said. With that being said I've gained 30lbs in 3 months. I keep eating junk food and fast food. I know better it's just hard not to. The fact that I keep being this way is ridiculous. Obesity runs in my family and I don't want to go down that same road it just seems like I don't know when to turn.
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Interpersonal relationships
Relationship Stress / by straightforwardPear7630
Last post
 July 31st, 2021
...See more I don't know how to create relationships with the opposite sex in a healthy way. I feel like I'm always doing or saying the wrong thing and my point of view is wrong. I feel like I make people feel incredibly uncomfortable and I am overly concerned with their wants and needs.
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