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PathStep 27 Compassion hearts11 Forum posts8 Forum upvotes15 Current upvotes15 Age GroupAdult Last activeFebruary, 2016 Member sinceOctober 4, 2015
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Not sure what's wrong....
Depression Support / by spicedclove
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 December 17th, 2015
...See more I'm not sure where to post this, I've not been diagnosed with depression, but I feel as though something is wrong. I wake up tired everyday even after sleeping well, none of the things I usually like to do are interesting any more, or if they are I don't feel like I have the energy to do anything. All I do is go to work, come back, eat, go to sleep. I had a really good morning yesterday, for the first time in months it seemed and then by night I felt like shit again. Yesterday was great, I woke up with energy, I didn't feel too shitty about myself, and felt almost normal. I almost can't even bring myself to write this because my problems aren't that big, and it doesn't really matter. It does kind of suck that I'm in an awesome country far from where I live but I feel like I'm missing out on stuff because I wake up tired everyday. I don't know what wrong. I don't know what to do except to hope it gets better and keep faking that I'm happy and everything. Which is suprisingly easy to do.
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In need of help or a friend, or something
Eating Disorder Support / by spicedclove
Last post
 February 29th, 2016
...See more I've been struggling with my relationship with food for years, I'm too embaressed to say anything about it to my friends or family. It seems like such a first world problem, and it's embaressing for me that I can eat so much and still want more. It's causing problems for me, on the days I don't binge I feel as though I can't hang out with friends because it might lead to me overeating and on the days I do binge I can't hang out with friends because I put away an embaressing amount of food. I just want a normal relationship with food like everyone else seems to have, but I'm not sure how to eat normally anymore. I hate the way I look and I hate the way it makes me feel. My life revolves around food which makes me really upset with myself that I can't seem to find anything else in life more important. I guess I just need a friend or something, maybe a friend I can talk to when I want to binge who can talk me out of it who won't judge me, or maybe is going through the same problems. I'm not really sure.
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