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silentbuster26
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PathStep 13 Compassion hearts246 Forum posts63 Forum upvotes88 Current upvotes88 Age GroupAdult Last activeFebruary, 2024 Member sinceSeptember 8, 2022
Bio

Hi! I am @silentbuster26! Glad to meet you! ❤️

I am suffering from anxiety and depression for almost 6 years now. And right now I'm still taking medication. I'd been in 7cups for almost 3 years now. I found this app very helpful to my recovery because whenever I face a bad day, I usually talk to listeners which provides me relief from my everyday stress in life. My past struggles were the following which I think I can help other members to alleviate their struggles: 😊


-trauma from bullying

-work/school performance

-overcoming addiction (p*rn, binge eating, internet)

-relationship problem

-self-harm

-general anxiety disorder


**My schedule in a week**

I have a busy schedule from Mondays to Fridays so I will not be available here in this app. And every weekend (Saturday to Sunday), I am available to talk to anyone here in 7cups. Maybe around 4 pm-5 pm is my free time to talk to anyone in this app. 


My hobbies:


-self-help books

-listening to podcasts

-doing household chores

-exercising

-watching movies



That's all! Sorry if I will maintain my anonymity in this app until I get better for my privacy and safety also. I hope everyone in this app would be healed and recover from their negative experiences and also regain their overall health. 😌

Keep safe guys and have a great day always! 💋






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start of the training
Work & Career / by silentbuster26
Last post
 February 7th
...See more hello guys, i just want to share here in this thread, for almost one year that id been unemployed and became idle here in our house for a year, i grabbed the opportunity to study for a call center training near our location. i admit that im not very good at speaking especially speakinhg in english because i was an extremely shy person. i decided to give it a try instead of sulking here in our house. i thinl my decision was right because i learned a lot during the first days of my training and also i can say that i gain a few friends, and learn a lot already. but somehow, i still cant believe these good things are happening to me right now because all my life i was been not treated well in the past by my former colleagues. my old patterns of thinking and my old emotions somehow appears from time to time even though it is not existing in the present moment. i also somehow being skeptical again about my co-trainers here but i always try to swept it off right away. i dont know if this is only normal. but i hope i can be able to graduate on time and land a good job after i pass this training. 🙂
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feeling down
Bipolar, Schizophrenia & Psychosis Support / by silentbuster26
Last post
 September 18th, 2023
...See more hello there, i just want to share something. i was not in the mood these past few days because someone is bothering me. i overheard from my brother that a certain person is saying something about kinds of people to avoid like this person said that dont go near with that person even though he/she is kind because this person is only manipulating others . i find it very triggering honestly because he generalizes that everyone with this kind of trait is extremely bad person. this only cause added trauma to those who are recovering from negative experiences.
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my pet kitten died
Grief & Loss / by silentbuster26
Last post
 September 11th, 2023
...See more hello there, i just want to share what happened a while ago, my boyfriend and i had a huge fight that we didn't notice that my beloved kitten has stepped outside. and a loud noise coming from the group of dogs (our pet also) has got our attention, and i was deeply shocked because my beloved kitten was bitten and attacked by a group of our dogs.. i hurriedly saved the kitten from the dogs but i found out it was too late.😢 the kitten was dropping with huge amount of blood, and for about a half an hour the kitten didn't make it. i really felt pity and regret because i didn't save it immediately because of my negligence. 💔 my beloved kitten was one of the sweetest pet i had. 😢 there are now only two remaining kittens here, but still i felt saddened by what happened to him. i will miss him very much. 😩
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Caffeine for ADHD
ADHD Support / by silentbuster26
Last post
 September 20th, 2023
...See more hello there, may i ask if consuming caffeine or chocolate prohibited for person with Autism/ADHD? all reply will be appreciated. thank you very much.😊
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unhealthy eating habits
Eating Disorder Support / by silentbuster26
Last post
 September 21st, 2023
...See more hello there, i'm new here in this thread, i just want to share my struggle here, my eating disorder started in 2017, and up until now, i still have some unhealthy eating habits, i find it hard to do diet, i try intermittent but it seems like i got bigger than before, from [weight[ back when i was in college, i weigh now around [weight], [weight] is that what i gained, i try to use eating tracker and it seems not working, i buy some books about dieting and still fall on the unhealthy pattern of eating, i think the cause of myself overeating a lot is because of the emotional struggle that i had gone through for 7 years, i tend to shift my emotional stress on eating too much. i also tried exercising but i feel inconsistent and undisciplined. and when i saw my pictures now, i was shocked that i grew bigger that much compared to my relatives who are older than me. i feel insecure and shameful right now. Edited Sept 9, 2023
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Feeling S
Self-Harm Recovery / by silentbuster26
Last post
 May 9th, 2023
...See more Hello, I'm back again after a week of deactivating this account, I thought I was doing okay now after I decided to take a break from this app. I do my tasks and exercise for the 7-day streak. I thought I was going back now to my normal life. Unfortunately, a week after, I fall into depression again and go back to my old self-destructing habits. I indulge again in oversleeping and overeating and fall again into sexual sin. I feel very frustrated with myself. And I tried also to confront my long-term best friend and I feel like regretting it because it has been 4 years since I muster up the courage to confront her about my negative feelings and resentments towards her. I regret because I should confront her right away that we had a huge fight. I feel despair because I think my confrontation with her through text was useless and doesn't make sense in the present moment. I feel like deteriorating because of what happened. I am contemplating about s** again. I feel hopeless about my situation because I was overwhelmed with my issues and I think I can't solve it anymore on my own.
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confrontation problems
Relationship Stress / by silentbuster26
Last post
 May 25th, 2023
...See more I got up the courage to confront my best friend over the text message. I said that I noticed that every time I went to greet him, he always mentioned offensive words that he didn't know hurt me. and I told him that I'm not happy with what he says sometimes. He replied to my message and said that it's better if we talk about it in person because he can't remember what offensive words he said about me. then I said I really wanted to talk to him when he was available and after that he didn't message me again. then the next morning, I told him not to talk to him in person because I felt like I was just rejected. I feel that it was wrong that I confronted him, so I feel a bit heavy now. I feel like I'm regretting it. what is the best thing to do? Do I need to talk to him now?
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former psychiatrist
Bipolar, Schizophrenia & Psychosis Support / by silentbuster26
Last post
 April 4th, 2023
...See more i found out today that my ex-psychiatrist was the one offering free consulation in the famous mental health institution in my country, and i backed out of having an appointment when i found out about my ex-psych because in the previous years that i consulted her, he didn't give much attention to me snd i somehow feel neglected by her,
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