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sensitivePal85266
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17 year old

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Looking for constant listener for teens
General Support / by sensitivePal85266
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 6 minutes ago
...See more I've been trying to get in a contact with listeners this week, but I'm unable to. Most are either busy, or already having appointments with other members. The 2 listeners I have talked with since my beginning here which had one of them helping me after my breakup, have stopped appearing on the app, they don't go online anymore, I haven't got in contact with them in like 2 weeks or more. I tried to find more, but it failed. and I don't know what to do, I don't want to make anyone feel forced to it, so I'm hesitating to request again by myself. I'm still suffering from the same thing and also some more painful stuff, I have spoke about in my other forum post. I like getting advices, and I need motivation for myself. Someone I can share a fair conversation with, I do yap a lot in general, but I like it more when someone yaps to me, as my yapping starts to feel draining from how much I gave, which I never got back in return. Thank you in advance.
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General Support / by sensitivePal85266
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 1 day ago
...See more I feel so unloved, like the pain of being alone in this world is too too heavy on me How do I keep going? I'm just so overwhelmed, I've been crying daily for like 3 days now I lost it, I'm not doing anything good, I'm lashing out on others. Whenever I try to make a friend I end up being selfish, and I hurt them I can't make friends, but I still need them. I've been alone almost all of my life, nobody cares about me, how do someone like me function without any of the important feelings that everyone gets? love, kindness, joy, enthusiasm, passion, ambition, humanly connection with others, nostalgia (As I never had good childhood memories, never went to any parks, zoos, oceans, traveling for fun, cinemas, or any of those places that are memorable memories for people in their childhood), and hope.  I just wanted a hug for too too long, ever since I was a child, but nobody gave it to me, and now I'm a broken guy reaching adult age, and I will be blamed for my trauma as if I chose this.  Unloved by parents, siblings, and everyone else who starts to know me hates me, in one way or another.  2 failed relationships, 1 blocked me, and one cheated on me I tried making a friend here, and I ended up hurting them, and now they dislike me.  I wonder when they'll either block me, or use me for being too weak, I just don't think that they'll treat me any well after being this vulnerable to them, especially when they have issues themselves that could lead them to using me, or hurting me, and I understand that. I'm already a failure of becoming a man, and even a human being. Just a narcissistic who pretends to care. And I don't know what to do. Don't even have money for therapy, and I'm too broken to even go into this journey of college and jobs, I can barely survive while I'm with myself. I literally wrote this an hour before a final exam that I barely studied for, I didn't even know what was the subject till I checked it last night.  People say that men can show their emotions, but that is a pathetic lie that gets told, just to pretend that we're equal, but nobody actually cares when a guy shows their emotions, unless they have a good amount in their bank account, or I guess a fancy wolf cut, or a six pack.
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