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secretCup6563
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It feels like people only love me out of obligation
Depression Support / by secretCup6563
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 January 23rd, 2021
...See more I just feel like an obnoxious waste of space who could only be loved by somehow tricking people into a commitment. My family loves me, I know that, but sometimes it just seems fake. I admitedly don't have very many friends. My best friend is practically obligated to be there for me since she's my sister, but she's graduating next year. I still have two years of high school when she leaves, and she is kind of my comfort person. I don't know if I'll be able to make new friends. One day, it would be nice to date someone, but I'm not good at approaching people and I would probably just scare any potential date away just by being me. Additionally, I'm trying to really figure out my sexuality, but I don't really know how. My family is pretty religious, and I'm kinda scared if I admit I'm anything but Heterosexual they will give up the pretense of loving me. Idk. Sorry for the rant, I'm just feeling pretty unlovable.
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