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seashell134
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I rely heavily on your help on 7 cups. Please be kind to me.
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I work years just to get obsolete
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 July 24th, 2021
...See more I am obsolete in 7 cups now like I got obsolete in my work. I studied for 16 years and worked two years, then got obsolete when the single sign of anxiety and sleep disorder appeared. I got unproductive and they thought I was being lazy on purpose, so they were pressing me harder which only made me more unproductive. So I quit and sitting home doing my own thing, can't go back to work cause no therapists in my country to help me. So about five months ago my eyes started malfunctioning, I can't state at a computer, so I'm now obsolete at 7 cups. I got glasses from a doctor and what not but the eyes still hurt. I don't trust those stupid doctors, in my country and I've been sleeping at days lately so can't see a doctor for about a month. And I'm pissed of at God, I'm tired of losing my powers and having to readjust, relearn doing things over and over again. I am pissed that I can't use a computer anymore, that's my livelihood for God's sake. And I need help from 7 cups so badly but no one would. "ALl the chats have to be done in this website",so I can't send pictures of my handwritten letter to the listener. Just wanted to save my eyes yet get some help, I need help so bad especially at this time. And it doesn't matter I have been continuously using this site for two and a half year, as a listener and a member. I can't use screens so I am obsolete now, no one would try to help me, they would utter rules to an aching soul, "All chats must be in this site", you know the listeners here are so mean. They don't ever think that a soul might be in need of urgent help, most of them only think about themselves. Anyway, I'm just sad how my past contributions get meaningless when I start becoming disabled. It's as if they only use me as a supply source. And I'm scared how I would survive in this world, I'm just really scared. I can't keep giving up things I enjoy anymore and learn and learn, keep learning, not living, not enjoying. I'm just so sad.
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