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Losing my mind
Trauma Support / by saturdaysweaters
Last post
 November 17th, 2018
...See more Im so sick of dealing with this. Every day of my life, I live on edge. Its been two years, and I still cant put it behind me. It just wont leave me alone. After two weeks of doing better, I had a flashback/dissociation episode today. I could barely move, just in a state of shock. They always leave me disoriented and exhausted. I just feel so heavy. A couple weeks ago, I struggled intensely with suicidal thoughts. I dont know if Id ever felt so hopeless besides in the midst of my trauma. I always feel like giving up whenever Im stressed now, its just hardwired inside of me. Ive been fighting for so long. Im so tired, and Im so afraid. I wish this could all be over. Just had to vent a little.
A Year
Trauma Support / by saturdaysweaters
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 March 1st, 2018
...See more I don
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Trauma Support / by saturdaysweaters
Last post
 February 21st, 2018
...See more Ive been unable to sleep due to overwhelming anxiety and hypervigilance, as well as a petrifying fear of having nightmares and disturbing dreams. Anyone have any advice? edited by Rain45 Moved to more appropriate forum thread
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