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reneaa
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I can't handle this anymore
Depression Support / by reneaa
Last post
 March 3rd, 2017
...See more So, i've been feeling depressed for a long long time, and often would think about suicide. I reached out to my school counselor, as well as a couple teachers I trust, and my counselor contacted my mom and told her what was going on. She supposedly has called a couple psychologists in order to hopefully get me into some treatment, but it has been a month and half and we have heard nothing back. Just complete silence, not follow up, no appointment set up. And that has been so so crushing. I did everything they say you should, I told teachers, my counselor, my mom, friends, reached out to crisis text line, and nothing has helped. I feel defeated. Not only has nothing gotten better, things have rapidly gotten worse. I have been feeling entirely hopeless, and anxious almost 24/7 and nothing can distract me from how awful I feel. I decided in 4-6 month i'm gonna kill myself. The only thing keeping me here is that my best friend would kill themselves if I died. So I have to wait until after graduation, when they go away to college. Then they'll move on and forget about me. That's when i'll do it. They wont have to know, and tbh i cant handle this without them. Once they leave I know I wont be able to deal with I it. I can barely deal with it now, most days I think about how pointless this is and how I should just get it over with. I can't deal with this anymore I just cant I cant. I feel so awful all the time and it hurts so much and I hatee this.
should i see a school counselor
Depression Support / by reneaa
Last post
 August 29th, 2016
...See more My senior year of high school is about to start, and i've been debating whether or not to talk to one of my schools counselors about my mental health for over a year now. I'm pretty sure that I have depression, its something i've been dealing with for all of high school and maybe even middle school. I keep putting it off because i'm afraid its not serious enough or i'll waste their time. I have had counselors in middle school who only cared about acedemics, and would not help with personal problems, and with it being my senior year, i'm afraid they'll brush me off or ignore it because it's not about college and that seems to be almost all they're at the school for. I don't think i can handle that, this is literally a last resort. I've talked to friends but there is only so much they can do, my family is unsupportive, and i'm not close enough to any of my teachers for them to care.
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