I tried changing my Name to something that reflected my Irish/Scottish heritage, but it didn’t work.

I am a Person struggling with Meth addiction and trying to get this vile drug out of my life because I’m one of a few people I can say I didn’t even wanna do it in the first place. Yeah, I know that last statement sounds arrogant, but I worked at a restaurant and someone told me to try eating their “Rock Salt.” It turns out that it was not rock salt. And thanks to some person‘s prank. I now have a mental illness that We’ll probably be last for the rest of my life. I could also partially blame the government since they put me on Adderall when I was five due to my ADHD, but they’ll probably just be another unhealthy coping mechanism.

Not only have I been trying to get over Substance use disorder for over a year I’ve Now gained a fondness for a psychology, which may honestly be A natural psychological response to the drama of the whole affair, but I don’t know because I’m only studying it and I’m not a licensed professional, yet.

I would Like to clarify that yes I am still struggling with the addiction, but my goal is to once I can finally get off it process my emotions and have a more positive outlook on life go back to college for psychology and get my doctorate of psychology in addictions and substance use.