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rabbitandthehare
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Distress
Personality Disorders Support / by rabbitandthehare
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 7 minutes ago
...See more Today and last night is/was kinda terrible but I don't know how to vent without violating whatever rules this group has. I'm full of rising rage and maladaptive desires. Plus uncomfort, which increases the desires
Faking?
Personality Disorders Support / by rabbitandthehare
Last post
 58 minutes ago
...See more I keep trying to vent on TalkLife even though my vents usually get removed because of the content and such. I don't know why, but people keep assuming that I'm lying about what I experience. I'm not lying. I am simply just trying to vent, find a friend, and figure my mind out as it develops. Whenevrr I get accused of faking I kinda doubt myself since I'm not diagnosed with CD (conduct disorder) yet, so I don't Really know and can't defend myself since nothing's official. I guess violent/morbid thoughts, chronic boredom, and sadism are totally unbelievable. I don't think it's common either, at all. I'm trying really hard not to be distant with friends, cause I can't be sentimental with them when they're being sentimental towards me, and I don't know how to think of them as friends or to not feel like our relationship is the exact same as the relationship I have with my dog. Why would they want me to be their friend if that's the case? Currently, I'm cold, tired and hungry.
Just Sharing
Personality Disorders Support / by rabbitandthehare
Last post
 44 minutes ago
...See more Hi. I’m sixteen, and I mostly joined this app for friends who have similar traits as me. Also for validation, and to be heard, and such. I’m currently working on a re-diagnosis for Conduct Disorder and possibly get diagnosed with ASPD once I’m eighteen. I got misdiagnosed with psychotic MDD and I think it was because since it was my first time getting diagnosed with anything, I was told that they were gonna ask me specific questions during the Intake and the evaluation. They didn’t do that, so I didn’t know what to say or when to say it. Resulting in them giving me the wrong test. I knew it was wrong because it clearly wasn’t covering all my symptoms and there weren’t any ‘deep’ questions. They were all a bit vague. I experience sadism, self-sadism, rage, and boredom a lot. Those are the only emotions I can feel. Every other emotion feels hollow/numb whenever I do things like smile or laugh. I have really intense urges and thoughts that are violent and homicidal, and impulsive urges. I suppress most of my urges though, and to try to cope with literally everything I decided to write a novel. I also listen to a lot of metal and rock, etc. I definitely have issues with smiling and/or laughing at inappropriate times, and I lack a lot of empathy and remorse. I think for a lot of things in my life that are particularly negative (like losing a friend, or having a morbid thought) I move on really quickly. Kinda realized that when my therapist asked me what I felt like after a certain period of time. Analyzing people’s behavior and how their body functions is also something prone for me. And my boredom usually involves maladaptive urges and such. I’m just sharing all of this because maybe there’s someone else who experiences at least Some stuff. I hope this was all okay to share, and I hope I’m not seen as a stereotype or something. I tried going on Reddit but one of the mod team members thought I was lying and the other one said I was underage and immediately kicked me out of their group. The app ‘TalkLife’ kept removing my posts when I tried sharing what was going on.
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