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quietpanda6406
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Feels like depression will never let go
Depression Support / by quietpanda6406
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 March 25th, 2021
...See more I've been feeling awful for weeks and I don't know what to do. I don't have any support system - no family or friends to talk to. I've tried joining other communities to find people to talk to, but I am always ignored or brushed aside. I'm human wallpaper - no one notices me or cares what happens to me. Stuck at home 24/7 with a roommate that causes me grief (that's another story) but I can't say anything because I have no where else to live. I quit my job because I couldn't keep working and deal with mental health problems and all the issues of the world. This is not my first depression rodeo. So I know these feelings will likely start to lessen but right now it feels like I'll never be happy again and there are too many issues to even know where to begin. So I space out all day watching tv or playing video games because what else am I supposed to do? I don't really think I can try therapy because how am I supposed to pay for it with no job? And I refuse to try medication. I don't have insurance or a doctor, and no doctor will listen to me anyway. I feel so alone and I don't see how it's going to get better this time around.
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