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Very triggering vent
Anxiety Support / by quickwittedKite5386
Last post
 October 13th
...See more I'm about to write about something very triggering, which is the topic of su1cid3 (I'm not su1cidal nor have su1cid4l thoughts). Just need a safe space to write about what happened to be able to ground myself. Goooosh, One of my schoolmates told us someone commit su1cid3 in one of my whatsapp school groups, aaaaaaah. That was so... And the person who wrote about that even wrote they did it... I mean whaaaaat? Whyyyyyy? Aaaaaaaaah. And this is triggering for me because a family member tried to commit su1cid3.  Oh goooooosh
September (repy if you want)
Journals & Diaries / by quickwittedKite5386
Last post
 September 18th
...See more I'll probably write some triggering stuff for some someday, I'm not even completely sure what I'll write today. TW: physical and emotional abuse, neglect, isolation. I tried writing a journal on Google docs but I'm not consistent. Like at most I do a week frequently. I used to write a diary years ago with my friend, where I persevered more, but I stopped talking to her for a while and she struggled writing it so I think right now it's better to do it here.
Journal 29th jun 2023
Anxiety Support / by quickwittedKite5386
Last post
 July 2nd, 2023
...See more I needed somewhere to vent and where I won't feel bad for being an adult and not managing my anxiety I just fought with my sister, she's an adult too, we just argued, we didn't yelled nor got physical. But gosh, we have had this same disccussion multiple times and she just keeps doing the same. The reason was she was playing with one of our cats and then cat was breathing too fast. I told my sister to let her (the cat) rest but she said she could rest if she was tired. I replied she used to do the same with our dog, and that actually was bad bc our dog was sick of the heart. I frequently told my family to not make the dog exercise so much but they only stopped doing it when time after and by coincide, of sorts, we find out she was sick of her heart. Right now I can think I could've told her to just give the cat a few seconds but in our fight, I don't longer remember everything well, just what I wrote before, then I think she said the cat was ok, me saying intense exercise isn't good nor healthy and her saying the cat is fat. And now I'm thinking cat wouldn't have gotten fat if you would have played with her before, this wasn't an overnight situation... sigh Anyways I'm a bit glad I was able to get into a yelling argument bc she tends to explode easily and I'm still upset over our dog's and cat's death, but mainly our dog since dog lived longer with us, for 5 years and the cat only lived for a couple of months with us. Moreover I was closer with our dog. Well I guess I should talk to my sister on saturday since tomorrow is her birthday and she would definitely yelled at me if I bring it up Ugh, I have work to do and I just feel like crying. I should cry but I know I'll end up all drained and work is almost urgent. so I should try to do whatever I can and then rest. To whoever reads this I hope you can rest at least a bit today
Nov 16th
Anxiety Support / by quickwittedKite5386
Last post
 December 1st, 2022
...See more Hi again Um, well, still tired, but working on that. Also I stand up faster today and I'm proud of myself bc of that. Today I feel... sad. I would like to feel I can count on my friends but honestly I don't feel I can. I frequently feel I'm gonna burden them or that they don't care. I think we are estranged from each other and to be fair I have a lot responsability on the situation. Though I've tried to amend it, I feel I'm not stable enough to keep uo the constant effort. I know I shoudl tell them that but I feel if I do they are gonna expect I communicate more Mhmmmmmm.
Nov 13th
Anxiety Support / by quickwittedKite5386
Last post
 November 16th, 2022
...See more Hellooo. So my head hurts a lot today after getting so upset yesterday and sleeping little these few days. So today I'm gonna try to sleep at 12 am, so for that I need to have dinner at 11:30 pm at lastest. But I'm quite sure what to do today
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