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I feel like an empty can.
Newbie Hub / by purplehyaxcinth
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 May 7th, 2023
...See more Hi. I'm new here. Is this the right place to write this? I've been overthinking my relationship to people I wanna get to know more, but it happens that I made a mistake to them and was heavily criticized. I apologized to them and they said it was okay, but I heard that they were talking behind my back. And, it scares me. It's been months since it happened but I still overthink it up until now. It becomes an unhealthy thing for me because it affected my grades significantly. All my grades dropped and I have been procrastinating ever since. I was scared that I might lose my friends if those people tell about my mistakes. I get overly cautious. I want to fix my relationship with those people because we are on the same team and I have to work with them. But talking with them makes me feel so fake that I have to lie in order to please them. I am so scared to make the same mistake twice again. After my grades dropped, I lied about my current performance. Now, I have been constantly feeling anxious and empty.
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