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purpleChestnut5944
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Newbie Hub / by purpleChestnut5944
Last post
 January 25th, 2019
...See more Hi. I joined 7cups because I have too much anxiety to talk to people in person. I'm worried everyday that something awful is going to happen. I hope I can find peace here and maybe give peace to others too.
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This might not make sense but...Do other people feel this way?
Self-Harm Recovery / by purpleChestnut5944
Last post
 March 13th, 2019
...See more I find it hard to introduce myslef becuase I feel like I don't really know who I am. I feel so sperated from by body and its actions. I feel like my soul is traped in a body that's not mine. I'm not trans or anyhting. I just don't feel like my body is my own. Like it's not a part of me, I don't recognize myslef in pictures. I brush my teeth in the dark becuase I refuse to look in mirrors. It's not because I hate the way I look...I just don't recognize it as me and it's scary, like someone else is looking back at me. It is hard to explain....I'm just as attached to my body as I am this laptop - it is just a tool. Becuase of this I find it hard to care for myself. I have no sence of self preservation. I feel traped. I'm not suicidal, I just don't care if I get hurt. Becuase my body isn't really me. Its just flesh and bones.
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