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practicalBranch1544
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Relationship Stress / by practicalBranch1544
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 January 13th, 2022
...See more I feel alone & just need someone to talk to
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Relationship Stress / by practicalBranch1544
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 January 17th, 2022
...See more Hello. Thank you for taking the time to stop & read about my emotions. I'll just jump right into it. I have been with my boyfriend for 8 years now in March. We have 3 boys my stepson & my 2 boys. 4 years into our relationship he confessed to sleeping with another woman. I had a feeling when I was pregnant of our first child. He says it only happened 1 time but I don't believe it. I stayed but then i cheated on him we weren't in a good place.. a few months after I saw a flirty text to another girl & I left got an apartment & even a boyfriend (which I regret) because I did it out of spite.. well we got back together 3 months after,, I moved back in & well I just dont think this is going to work.. I find myself now realizing that I can't forgive him or trust him. I hate that I did things just for revenge. I tell him we shouldn't stay together but he says I'm giving up too easy. We have a 14 year age gap & sometimes I think I should listen to him because he's older but I also think my mental heath is going down the drain because I'm not truly happy.... I don't have friends I can talk to anymore because I shut people out of my life. I don't know if this is what life is supposed to be ? Is this what marriage is? We aren't married because he says hes been married before & it's also better financially not to married I have diamonds rings he calls just because rings..... anyways I'm lost and confused & I want to know what others think....
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