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politeCup86
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PathStep 170 Compassion hearts2,486 Forum posts822 Forum upvotes1,077 Current upvotes1,077 Age GroupAdult Last activeMarch, 2021 Member sinceNovember 2, 2014
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I'm very old member here. But i always seek help.
I suffer from depression, eating disorder & family stress.
I'm addicted to music and movies, some of my favorite bands (Coldplay - Radiohead)
I LOVE the color Yellow :D
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Melancholy life of obese politecup
Eating Disorder Support / by politeCup86
Last post
 December 30th, 2015
...See more Hard to share at the age of 9 i started to absorb that I am an obese child and very different from others. Very hard fact to understand as a child. I spent my life being abused by mom bcuz I'm obese and being offered food by her continuesly and I'm not allowed to refuse. Food was my protection from all form of abuse :'( Spent my life getting lectures and advices from every single person who met me even taxi driver on how i can lose weight. BUT never anyone asked me Why have u gained this weight! I've been told that I'm a big disappointment in every body's heart and a constant reason for unhappiness I've been told how unsensitive i am and careless and stupid for being obese basically from everyone i met even doctors! I managed to make like 3 successful diets and losing a lot of weight. Like a looot but only to gain much much more once I'm done Biggest achievement was [weight edited by 24Help1 kgs in 1 year only to make horrible car accident after that and remain in bed for a month and couple more with slow move for recovery and i gained [weight edited by 24Help1] kgs more very soon. Forced to do Gastric bypass surgery and continue to hurt my self with food Today therapist asked me do u wanna lose weight, couldn't say yes :'(
Polite Cup 86
Journals & Diaries / by politeCup86
Last post
 March 18th, 2015
...See more Nightmares are killing me. Every night I'm facing the same issue and if it is not nightmare then it's stressful dreams like work dreams .. etc . It's awful that you know every night what is waiting for you and every night is defferent dream but all horrible. It's 11:00 pm here and I'm going to sleep now hoping that I would have a peaceful night.
To whyme11
Journals & Diaries / by politeCup86
Last post
 February 7th, 2015
...See more @whyme11 thanks for motivating me. I have heard a lot about weight watchers but unfortunately we don't have them where I live. We have only a lot of their products. I have lost a lot of weight earlier and gained it back bcuz I binge eat and bcuz mom always stress me out. 1 month back I was saying I would never diet again. So I'm glad now the idea is back again. I'm sorry for losing ur mom. And I'm happy for you that u lost that weight. I really hope to stick to diet this time. I'm very obese and it is affecting my whole life. Thanks for being so kind with me. Please write to me anything u like to share :)
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