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pluckyOcean9581
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PathStep 13 Compassion hearts37 Forum posts16 Forum upvotes21 Current upvotes21 Age GroupAdult Last activeDecember, 2024 Member sinceAugust 22, 2018
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stopped talking with online friends
Friendship Support / by pluckyOcean9581
Last post
 December 7th, 2023
...See more Hi, I stopped talking to my online friends and I've been wondering, was that a good idea? I have a *** server with a bunch of folks that we've used for a few years now for chatting and gaming etc. At some point I've stared feeling like no one really wanted to hang out with me, like I was never really invited to anything. I've realized that I'm constantly checking the server if anyone is looking for a group to play with so I can hop in. If there was a group of people in the VC I'd sometimes join in and either ask if I can play or just sit there and watch someone stream something and chat a bit. I started feeling that if I stopped forcing myself into our group activities people would just forget I even exist. And so I just stopped. A part of me was kinda hoping that someone would notice and maybe dm me, ask me what's wrong or if I'm okay. It's been several months now and I didn't get a single message. Like I know I'm maybe not the funniest person around and I don't have any crazy stories to tell, like I'm really shy and kinda awkward...it kinda hurts, y'know.
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Destined for loneliness
7 Cups Online Therapy / by pluckyOcean9581
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 November 27th, 2023
...See more My whole life I've felt like an outcast. I've always had trouble relating to people. Pretty quickly I've became that weird, awkward kid that everyone was either avoiding or making fun of. Despite trying to just be nice to others I was never anyone's first choice. I grew up believing that there's just something fundamentally wrong with me and having a *** step-father later only cemented that belief even more. Now I'm in my 30's and I feel like I've missed every chance I ever had to give my life any meaning. All I can do is try not to think too much and just go through the whole routine until I'm finally gone and forgotten.
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Hello
20 & Over / by pluckyOcean9581
Last post
 November 26th, 2023
...See more I'm 32 and I'm new here. I'm not really sure what to say or what to expect from this platform. I guess I just haven't been feeling too well for...a while. I find it hard to explain, so much so I'd rather bottle it all back up and forget about it for another few months/years... I've been staring at my phone for a solid 30 minutes rn trying to come up with something more to say but all I got is a headache, so I guess that's that. Hope y'all have a nice weekend.
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