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35 & Over Community / by pioneeringTiger1558
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 November 6th, 2021
...See more Today is better than yesterday tomorrow I'll be better than today.
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Trauma Support / by pioneeringTiger1558
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 November 18th, 2021
...See more I'll be making this a journal, but all can read if they would like. 10-27-2021, Hey Mary, I started a new kinda of therapy, it's called 7 cups. Well it's helped probably more than anything. Back story, around 6-7 months ago, I separated from my significant other after thinking or feeling that she was cheating on me. we were together 9 years. That week that I moved out (I was devastated because I loved her) my mom died, im not on good or wasn't on good terms with her, in fact the last thing she said to me was I was worthless, that was 6 years ago. haven't spoken since. so I call my ex who stopped by I was crying, she told me that she was sorry about my mom and while I was telling her what happened she said well this is ur problem not mine and left. I mean the ex was my family and she left. so now I'm alone and have been since that week. my ex and I have only gotten even more estranged, with her spreading lies about me, saying I'm on drugs, messing with this and that person, we live in a small town, so everyone knows everyone. and I guess she is doing it to justify the fact that she cheated on me and left me when I needed her most. mind you I have gotten her through 3 deaths or funerals before this, and she left me, I'm so angry at myself for trusting her and loving her when all she was was toxic. she alienated me from every friend that I had so I'm really alone now. I don't understand why I was so blind. how could I have been so stupid to believe what she told me. I took down all my walls, her begging me to take down my walls and she does this. I feel like I'll never trust anyone again. this hurts so bad. I don't ever want to be in this spot again.
It must be me - breakups
35 & Over Community / by pioneeringTiger1558
Last post
 October 24th, 2021
...See more I mean what does it mean when you after nine years give your all to and the other person just walks away laughing at you. man Why do people cheat why can't they just be honest.
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