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pioneeringShade184
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Trauma Support / by pioneeringShade184
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 November 16th, 2023
...See more i have been writing for a short while. I'm not if it's a poem thing but wanted to know if I can share it on here?
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Is it my fault? ***possible trigger***
Trauma Support / by pioneeringShade184
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 July 8th, 2018
...See more I was abused by my father throughout my teens, and he also made me touch him....when I finally told someone I wasn't believed. Soon after I was kicked out of home...I stayed at a friends house. The same night she was having a party. Lots of people were drinking but I didn't. I fell asleep but I woke up feeling very strange...I wasn't alone...I didn't see his face...but he raped me...I understand that my drink had been spiked... i never though I could trust...but have now going through 2 failed marriages....my second husband was always pressuring me into intimacy... I was often woke up with him all over me...thought that it was ok, but now know he was abusing me too... i can't help blaming myself.. never been able to deal with all this... the flashbacks are terrifying but I know I can't ever forget... .I hate my body...it's been used by men all my life... and that's something I can't ever escape...😪😪
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