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Just wanting to be normal..
Trauma Support / by pandapanda3
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 July 13th, 2017
...See more As a child I was sexually abused by two separate men. The first was a kiss forced onto me by a family friend, the second involved months of emotional manipulation from a diagnosed phycopath. I am still working hard to get over this, although things are getting easier. The hardest times are when I am close with my boyfriend and my body has a memory, it seems like I am scared of him ( which is not nice for either of us). I can just about get through sex (sometimes) but can still not be touched or kissed intimatly. It took years for me to learn that sex could be enjoyable for women, will I ever be able to fully enjoy it? I just want to be normal, for me and my partner. Any advice..?
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