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outcastshadows
41,164 M Crossing Mileposts 2
PathStep 2 Compassion hearts995 Forum posts53 Forum upvotes60 Current upvotes60 Age GroupAdult Last activeSeptember, 2020 Member sinceAugust 18, 2019
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I am the shadow and I am the lady. Making progress towards a better life.
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Shadows Mental Health Awareness *Triggering Speech*
General Support / by outcastshadows
Last post
 August 17th, 2020
...See more I want to spread awareness about my variety of struggles here in hopes to educate people about all the things going on inside my brain. I feel like I don't exist. I feel like inside of me and outside of me do not exist. I feel like I am a shadow with no name. I feel that there is a wolf in my skin devouring my true self. I feel my bones do not belong to me, I feel my eyeballs do not belong to me, I feel my organs are machines that work around a vaccuum suction. I can't rest, I can't sleep, I can't eat, I hear riducule. It repeats itself, from the table, from the chair, from the mirror, from my own eyeballs "I don't belong. I don't belong. Go (censored) yourself. Everyone hates you. Everyone wants to (censored) you." In relation to suicide I feel that I am being tracked and a monster. I feel "scammed" I feel betrayed. I feel broken. I feel.... I am a "demon" and I am the "demon slayer"
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Journals & Diaries / by outcastshadows
Last post
 August 6th, 2020
...See more I need a commitment and replies are welcome.
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