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I am very Angry
Trauma Support / by optimisticCranberry2655
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 June 30th
...See more I found out yesterday that I am, in fact very angry.  I didn't want to be an angry person. My dad got so angry when I was a kid and it scared me a lot because I heard it. It was a constant. I flinch when I hear yelling, sometimes. So, I decided I wouldn't get angry anymore.  I had a lot of emotional abuse in my childhood. My father also grabbed me to prove points about certain topics, and so have other people. I still struggle with physical touch from men to this day because of what he did and the stigma my religious school had around boy/girl relationships. Yesterday I realized that I am so freaking angry, not just about this, but everything else in my life. To the point where yesterday night I was screaming. To the point this and my mistakes are all I think about. To the point where I have trouble sleeping at night. I spent a lot of yesterday screaming into the abyss.  I don't want to leave the house anymore. I don't want to go. 
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