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oliveStrings4899
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PathStep 12 Compassion hearts16,510 Forum posts3 Forum upvotes2 Current upvotes2 Age GroupAdult Last activeSeptember, 2024 Member sinceMay 17, 2023
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 (Me) Hi depression how ya been, it's been some time, we meet again.

(Depression) I been good the f *** you been up to tho? Lately you look like you're unstoppable, you must just not have checked your messages, I been trying to get to you desperately it's time you came and repaid your debt to me.(

Me) I just want to be left in peace, why tf you gotta mess with me? So sick and tired of you testing me, don't get to smile don't get to sleep!

(Depression) Sounds like you just need stress relief cut yourself or maybe take some pills coz noone cares if you. die. or live, a waste of space another useless soul, the world is better if you just go.

(Me) Why are you an a$$ hole making it easy? As long as I'm breathing my family needs me!

(Depression) Give it a week and they'll forget you're gone, forget your name, forget your songs, you think you're loved but that's just a lie I cross my heart and I hope to. Die. You can't cope with this you can't cope with change you got nots to tie you got ropes to hang.

(Me) But what do I do when I can't get a job and I can't get tf out my house? I'm losing it slowly my life is unfolding and this isn't what I'm about!!

(Depression) Whoa tone it down you're gonna bust a vein it's just your fate this isn't just a faze, I'm drawn to you and you belong to me, i hope you see that now you're stuck with me. The voice inside your head I am the poison in your veins, I toy with your emotions I take pleasure in your pain and I will make you just another fallen angel (Me) GET TF OUT OF MY HEAD!!!!! (Depression) Haha hey hold on man I'm not done with you I'm going to do what I'm going to do

(Me) F *** K THIS S *** T I'M NOT COMFORTABLE! All I ever do is run from you I can't accept this I crave acceptance I stay expecting the same exact thing, the same rejection, the same deflection, the same infection, MY BRAINS DEFECTIVE!

(Depression) Don't you wanna come play with me? We could see the world at least the darker side of it, I got in and left a mark inside your head I'm not leaving til the heart comes out ya chest heh I've seen your soul it isn't worth you keeping it, and your incompleteness is what's been completing it. The voice inside your head I am the poison in your veins I toy with your emotions I take pleasure in your pain and I will make you just another fallen angel

(Me) GET TF OUT OF MY HEAD!!! I see dark on the brightest day I fight the pain I just wanna gain some confidence I'm locked in a mother f *** king box on top is a rock, I don't know how I got in this

(Depression) I do

(Me) F *** YOU F *** EVERYONE ELSE IN THE WHOLE WORLD I been on the edge and I'm unsure, I have been feeling like something is building inside of me killing me slowly I feel like I'm dieing and I have been trying to deal with the stress LIFE IS A MESS I WISH I'D BEEN BLESSED I WISH I WAS ...

(Depression & Me) Dead.

(Me) Maybe you're right

(Depression) You know that I'm right

(Me) I'm sick of my life.

(Depression) You're sick of your life well come with me now we can end it tonight

(Depression & Me) We can end it tonight.

(Depression) Haha. The voice inside your head I am the poison in your veins I toy with your emotions I take pleasure in your pain and I will take you, you can be my fallen angel...








































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