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i can’t stop binge eating
Eating Disorder Support / by notharinn
Last post
 May 6th
...See more I grew up as the fat kid and in high school i decided i wanted to loose weight. and i succeeded, i underate and lost ton of weight. suddenly ppl started complimenting me and i felt pretty so i felt this pressure to keep this identity as a skinny person. i dont know when it started but i began binge eating. and as time goes, it keeps getting worse and worse. the intensity of the binges become worse and it becomes more frequent. it used to be once a month, then it became once a week, then it was once a day and now its twice a day! i dont know what to do. the thought of becoming my old fat self again terrifies me, but yet i continue to binge. will this ever stop? will i ever get better? do you guys have any suggestions on how i can recover?
i need help??
Eating Disorder Support / by notharinn
Last post
 April 26th
...See more hey guys?? i feel so *** rn and im crying as i write this. so i used to suffer from anorexia and i dealt with a lot of health issues due to undereating. i lost my period and my doctor told me to start eating more. but ever since i started my recovery, i’ve been binging so often. it’s been a few months now and recently ive been binging almost everyday. i just had the worst binge of my life. i used to be so scared of ice cream and i hated it, but just today i had a whole pint of ice cream even tho i have fever! i can’t believe this keeps happening to me, how much ever i try to stop it just happens anyways. but this time it scared me, i dont wanna do this anymore. i feel like now that i’ve given myself freedom to eat, im so overwhelmed that im obsessed with food and i cant stop eating. how do you guys deal with binge eating? does it ever get better? 
i think i have an eating disorder?
Eating Disorder Support / by notharinn
Last post
 September 25th
...See more so ever since high school started i’ve been really conscious about what i eat. i used to like flush food down the toilet, trash most of it away and im still really scared of sugar. at some point i had been undereating so much that i almost fainted when i was talking with my parents. so that’s when i started my recovery.  but recently i lost my period and my doc told me to eat more. so since then ive binged so much. ever since i started my recovery, i’ve been loosing control over food. like i get these urges to eat a lottt of food and i feel so guilty after that. i stuff myself until im like uncomfortably full. before it used to happened like once in two months or something but now its been happening more regularly. does this mean im developing another eating disorder? is binge eating normal during anorexia recovery?? 
my eating disorder story?
Eating Disorder Support / by notharinn
Last post
 April 2nd
...See more hey guys im 14 rn and i’ve been struggling with my eating for almost a year now. i became pretty chubby after covid and once high school started i started restricting. i wanted to become popular and the more i lost weight, the more friends i got (or atleast thats what it seemed like?) i’ve always been this nerd kid but finally i lost weight and the popular kids actually wanted to be friends with me n liked my personality. but then one day i almost fainted in front of my parents so i decided to stop restricting. i thought i recovered but i recently lost my period for 2-3 months. turns out im still under eating. but now i binge so often. like i let myself have whatever i want now and ever since i started recovery, i’ve been binging as well. before it wasn’t this often, but i’ve just binged 3 days in a row. im scared. i dont wanna do this anymore. 
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