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neverendingRainbow489
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I am a third grade teacher. I have been through and worked through a lot of trauma in my life. I have done a lot of work to heal and to make a life I am happy living. I want to provide support to you to do the same. I want to help. Life is hard and there will always be hard times. I am here to listen, to be a space where you can vent. I am not a professional, I cannot give advice. I can listen, empathize, and support you.  

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You are not Alone.
General Support / by neverendingRainbow489
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 December 26th, 2022
...See more I write poetry when I am inspired or when I just need to get emotions out of my system. This poem "Alone in the Night" was written about the cycle in and out of depression that I have experienced. Right now I am doing great! I thought it might resonate with some of you. I want you to know that you are not alone in your experience. Your feelings are valid. Thee is hope though. You can change your thoughts. Alone Not enough for anyone Drifting in and out of belonging Trying to get close Desperately wanting to add value to people's lives Swallowing my feelings Trying to stay positive Listening, supporting encouraging Drained Dismissed Devalued Worthless Why am I alive? What am I doing here on earth? Would I actually be missed if I died? My death would be tragic But I give and I give and I give and I give There’s nothing left Am I making a difference? Does it matter? What does it matter that I try my best? What does it matter that I have been patient and kind? What does it matter that I am a supportive and encouraging and positive friend? I don't actually make anyone feel any better. I don’t make a difference. But maybe one day I will Crawl out of the depression whole One step at a time Shower Comfortable clothes Cry until theres nothing left Sleep blessed sleep Talk to my therapist and start medication Make a plan Unpack the trama of my past Process the wounds so I can Heal Finding Myself Self Confidence Self Love Authority Boundaries Healing Surrounding myself With people who lift me up Who care for me Who will fall down into the whole with me People who are empathetic Healed in relationship I value myself I make my voice heard I am worthy That little girl was worthy She deserved more Once again I have gone through the cycle Once again I have found myself transformed Maybe this time the good feeling will last longer Maybe this time it will be permanent Maybe I will never feel so Alone
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