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navyWillow2590
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Losing beauty, aging
35 & Over Community / by navyWillow2590
Last post
 March 4th, 2021
...See more I don’t mean to be depressing But this aging business is really getting to me I don’t know got to come to terms with it. I’m 41. No kids. Single. Divorced. Used to be considered attractive. Now I literally wake up daily with the dust thought in my head being how old I’ve gotten, how I’ve lost my beauty and youth, how My skin (and other things) are sagging. How hard it is to get out of bed because my body has become so inflexible. My joints crack and creak. Losing muscle mass. Get so tired so quickly. I question the point of living past this age daily. And then simultaneously I resent the fact that our culture makes us such youth worshippers that we can’t even live our own aging process. How in the world do ppl get through this age without commuting suicide?
I can’t forgive myself
Relationship Stress / by navyWillow2590
Last post
 March 14th, 2021
...See more I hurt my ex before ending our marriage. I cheated on him. But I could never bring myself to tell him. Or my family. i knew they’d be disappointed and hurt. And since then I’m just stuck in perpetual self hatred. I can’t move on. I can’t form relationships. Or friendships. I worry about posting this and getting severely judged by everyone. I did things the wrong way and I don’t know if there’s ever moving past this. I stuck as a human being and I wake up reminded of out every single day
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