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Eating Disorder Support / by mreli06
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June 3rd, 2021
...See more So when i was younger i was always super skinny for some reason and i never really noticed. I did sports and did all my nor.al things and ate a normal(almost unhealthy) diet with 3 meals a day until 6th grade. 6th grade i fell into a really bad spot and it progressed into anxiety and severe depression my 7th grade year. I started self harming and would isolate myself. But onto the topic of an eating disorder. Like i said, my 7th grade year whooped me. I remember eating a breadstick one day at lunch and my bestfriend commented "oh my god..this is the first time i have ever seen you eat" and i had been friends with her for 5 years at the time. So in school i never ate so that led me to having 1 meal and day (dinner) in 7th grade. 8th grade wasnt as bad and I started gaining a bit of weight back. In 6th grade i weighed 80-90lbs and i got up to 134-144 in 8th grade. This year when covid hit has been the hard one though. I havent ate breakfast in jearly 2 years. I eat lunch around 3 if i do get it and if i do it is something like a pack of crackers. And i eat half my dinner. This year i weighed 122-129.(it fluctuates). I know its beginning to be a problem because when i stand up or walk to the kitchen i begin to get dizzy and everything spins. When i went to track practice(this year) and jumped a hurdle, i landed and everything became dizzy and turned black. I have been consuming 400-900 calories a day. and i know thats not horrible but stillifeel the tole it has.