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modestCat1325
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4 months sober from weed
Alcohol & Drug Addiction Support / by modestCat1325
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 December 18th
...See more I’m 16 years old and I used to smoke weed everyday for a year. Before anyone judges I suffer from borderline personality disorder and weed has been very accessible to me because everyone in my life would smoke or provide me with free weed, including my family. During my addiction, I never wanted to quit until I had gotten psychosis from it twice which made me quit. Now I have so much regret from it, my memory is still very bad and I still experience dissociation everyday. I thought quitting would make me feel better but I feel worse now. I feel really stupid compared to before I started smoking, I didn’t think it would affect my brain this much. I just feel so much regret that I think about everyday. It feels like i’m never gonna fully recover from it and like I ruined my life.
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Undiagnosed BPD
Personality Disorders Support / by modestCat1325
Last post
 November 20th
...See more I am 16 years old and have been experiencing all the symptoms of bpd for about a year now. I match every single symptom and I have a narcissistic abusive mom and siblings with diagnosed bpd but I cannot get diagnosed until i’m 18 or let my parents know I want to get a diagnosis. Almost every day I experience intense mood swings in seconds, minutes or hours. Recently i’ve been experiencing hallucinations for about a month now as well as dissociation, paranoia and suicidal thoughts. I’ve had them a few months ago but it was never this bad and I actually feel like i’m going insane. I don’t know who to talk to about this because I don’t want my parents to find out and i’m broke.
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