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matchamochi07
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PathStep 16 Compassion hearts660 Forum posts37 Forum upvotes43 Current upvotes43 Age GroupAdult Last activeJuly, 2024 Member sinceJune 2, 2021
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trying to get a little better each day

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Need accountability partner
Addiction Support / by matchamochi07
Last post
 September 26th, 2023
...See more Hello. I am new to this forum because I have just acknowledged my porn addiction recently. I want to recover and I need an accountability partner. I'm looking for someone older than 21 preferably identify as female but I'm open to anyone who is willing to help me. Also, I am religious and chose to be abstinent. If anyone wants to be my partner it would be a big help for me and please message me, thank you :)
I think I'm getting worse (TW: SA)
Trauma Support / by matchamochi07
Last post
 August 30th, 2023
...See more I'm a 22 years old girl. posted here a few months ago and i thought i was getting better. But i was wrong, i think I'm starting to develop p**n addiction to deal with my sexual abuse trauma. I am very well aware that it's a form of self destruction and i know i need help. But i am so scared. I don't open up to people easily in real life and I am really scared to go to therapist because I am scared my parents will not understand my choice and the reason i go to in the first place because they don't know about my trauma. Idk what to do. I managed to surpress my trauma for over 10 years, sometimes i hope i can do that again.
Memories getting clearer, idk what to do
Trauma Support / by matchamochi07
Last post
 July 8th, 2023
...See more I began to have flashbacks about my SA from childhood which i completely forgot until i was 18 (Im now 21) and now i just feel like the memory is getting clearer and i feel like i might go insane. im not comfortable talking to a real therapist yet because no one knows exactly what happened. my closest friend just know it happened but not the details. it happened a long time ago im afraid if i bring it up to my family it will do more harm than good because come one SA case are a hard one especially with only bits of memories i have left. i feel like people will only say im lying qnd somehow i wish o was but i know i have a strong feeling im sure it actually happened because it happened not once but multiple times with two different abuser. which is also a minor too at the time so i thought at first it wasn't a big deal but i feel like something inside me is broken now. i dont know what to do. i feel like im at a dead end and i feel like this will really mess up my present and future.
Need someone to talk to
Eating Disorder Support / by matchamochi07
Last post
 April 14th, 2023
...See more Hi, im not new to this app but i recently left because i thought i don't need it anymore but now i feel like things are getting bad again so yeah im back. I really need someone to talk to about my (possible) ed. I have history of binging although im not actually diagnosed but im pretty sure eating days worth of snack in one night is binging. or eating a huge amount of food when no one is around isn't a good sign. I recently try to find a listener and vent a bit and she told me to "drink more water and stop" which is not really helping as if i do not want to stop. maybe they were right and i am too sensitive. but maybe right now i need a listener that understand about what im going through. thank you, x
Need a listener
Trauma Support / by matchamochi07
Last post
 August 21st, 2022
...See more i was sexually assaulted multiple times when i was 6. somehow my mind manage to forget about it when i was in my teenage years but now im an adult and suddenly the flashbacks comes again and it's really bothering me. idk who i have to talk to about this but i definitely can't tell my family and im still not comfortable enough to tell my friends about it. but i feel like if i keep bury this alone i would explode.
Feelings
Journals & Diaries / by matchamochi07
Last post
 November 28th, 2021
...See more I've been feeling so down lately. I feel like i can't handle school and my family keeps giving me a lot of things to stress and think about. My head feels so noisy lately especially at night. I feel like i'm on the verge of crying everyday. I did cry a lot lately though. I also feel very lonely lately. I keep distance to my friends because I'm scared i accidentally ramble to them about my problems and bothers them. I only have my sister to talk to at the moment but she is also currently sick so i cannot talk much to her. and everyday i woke up feeling like I've been up all night qnd i don't have energy to focus or to do anything else. I'm trying to make time for myself but somehow it makes me feel guilty for neglecting my assignments and studies. I know some people told me i overwork myself but personally i feel the other way because i still don't have good grades and stuff. note: it is okay to reply
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